The love of my life proposed to me the day before our 3 year anniversary and I couldn’t be more happy about it.
But in the back of my mind, I think about my dad, who passed away just two months ago.
He’s not gonna be able to be there to witness his oldest child, walk down the aisle.
I’m not gonna have a father and daughter dance.
Or hear him make a speech.
And what about when I’m older and have a baby?
My baby is not going to have met my dad.
I wish I realized these little things that would’ve been so important to me, now.
Now, I just send my dad prayers and love from down here.
Hoping he knows how much I miss him, love him and how many wishes I’ve wished that he would be able to be here and experience this with me.
I hope every person, appreciates their parents, weather they were ideal to you or not. Cuz for some strange reason its really life changing when they’re no longer here.
And I hope parents know that once they’re gone, their kids will ha e alot of moments that they wish they could take back, so if they wanted to, they could try a little harder, be a bit softer, a bit more understanding and a little bit more loving.
Either way, a lesson is learned, feelings are met guilt or happiness. So It just depends which way you want it to go.